have no idea what to do when you get the worst news you can about an old friend

have no idea what to do when you get the worst news you can about an old friend

have no idea what to do, where to go, or how hard to try and act ok when you get the worst news you can about an old friend that was with you through some of the toughest years of life. i should not have waited so long to seriously attempt getting back in touch. i had a hope I wanted to share with him, one that changed the course and meaning of my life tremendously. the only reason i share this is bc i never thought that time would never come. time is not a guarantee. so please find the friends of your past that you wonder of and miss from time to time instead of thinking that there will be a day or time for it in the future...